my hope

this few days i realize that are a lot of pimples on my face
what a doomsday for me
this kind of matter really seldom happen on me
such a sad case
i think this maybe come from my lifestyle....lol
facing to the computer and hand phone every seconds,minutes,and hours
quite relax but its really boring,meaningless,wasting every seconds of my time
actually i should use my golden time to study right?
or i become more and more lazy,slothful and indolent?

i have to know that i cant blaming him
because this is my choice
i chose not to work at the place he do not likes
just simply wanted to let him feels better
he is working now while i m staying at hostel
i wish to see him everyday,it is really happy to see him
even one time also never mind,does matter
i like his smile,his eyes,his action,and everything related to him
his feeling,expression 
but the only one thing i do not like is quarrel with him
i keep quite is doesn't denote that i don't want to talk to him
every times we quarrel,my brain was nothing inside
all about the blank
my face was DARK enough 
my blood pressure was getting higher and higher
moody time...
such a sad case
he said that i didn't express all my feelings
but when i saw him my brain was all about him,happiness，exhilarating
he treat me well
and i also treasure it nicely ^^
sometimes we have a lot of topic to discuss
sometimes we snitch 
sometimes we complain about each other 
sometimes we say bad things about haters 
we share a lot
maybe....i think so

i hope that we can talk to each other nicely,smoothly
no more quarrel,if possible
control your hot temper well
tolerate with each other
that is!
really hope so