on diet T^T

i really need to on diet already

this is because somebody always keep shooting me

say me FAT! FAT! FAT!

really make me feel very sad

so now i must on diet

back as before>>>>thin

i don't want people criticize about my stature

because i will feel shy and guilty

now i already regret 

i do not control myself very well

consume all the mouth-watering food without control the amount of intake

consume all the high calories food without think about the consequences 

starting from now i will on diet

control the amount of food intake

consider carefully before consume the food

make sure the food i intake do not exceed the calories needed per day

prepare a menu to plan my daily meals

do regular exercise

although i have no time to exercise

but i will try to take the time to do exercise

the sad thing is i just can exercise on MONDAY

because that is the only day i am free ==

so i have no choice

 

i am not torture myself now

i just don't want other people keep saying me FAT!

really hurt me very much

my mother and my sister also keep saying the same thing

SAD!!!

i really don't know

why those people can just shooting me without consider my feeling...........

please do not scolding me when i am trying to do this